If He Had Been with Me: A Heartbreaking Romance of First Love and Loss

Name: If He Had Been with Me: A Heartbreaking Romance of First Love and Loss
Price: 4.95 USD
Availability: InStock
Rating: 4.2 (64334 reviews)
Author: Laura Nowlin

by Laura Nowlin

Romance Young Adult

4.2 (64,334)

4.2 stars from 64,334 reviews. One of the highest rated Romance books we track.

$4.95KU43% off peak

Last checked: Jun 26, 2026

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Perfect for you if...

You loved Colleen Hoover's It Ends with Us and want that same gut-punch of emotion in a teen romance without the age gap drama.
You've read Jenny Han and are looking for a story where the real heartbreak isn't just about getting together, it's about timing and what you lost by waiting.
You're drawn to books where the ending changes how you feel about everything that came before, and you don't mind crying at 2am.

Maybe not for you if...

You prefer romance where the couple gets a clean, happy ending without devastating plot twists that reframe the entire narrative.
You're looking for slow-burn romance that takes its time building tension, not a story about what happens when you finally, desperately want someone you've already lost.
You want romance that feels light or escapist. This book sits with regret and asks hard questions about the choices you didn't make.

About this book

Autumn and Finn were once inseparable, but something shifted between them. Now they avoid each other at school. Autumn is in a relationship with Jamie and has a close group of friends, while Finn has become a popular figure among their peers. Despite their distance, Autumn finds herself drawn to Finn whenever they cross paths, wondering if things could have been different between them. When August arrives, circumstances force a reckoning. As time passes, Autumn must confront how her life might have unfolded had she and Finn never drifted apart. The novel explores themes of love, regret, and how the relationships closest to us shape who we become.

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$1.99 – $8.69

Currently on sale at $4.95 — 43% off peak. Price has dropped 14 times over the last 5 years. Goes on sale roughly every 111 days. Typically stays discounted for 6 days.

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Currently #547 in the Kindle store — a top-1,000 bestseller.

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Currently 4.2★ from 64,334 reviews

Gaining approximately 1,307 new reviews per month. Reader interest is surging. Rating has remained stable at 4.2 over the tracking period.

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