The Way I Am Now (The Way I Used to Be)

The Way I Am Now (The Way I Used to Be)

by Amber Smith

4.4 (6,516)

4.4 stars from 6,516 reviews. One of the highest rated Contemporary Fiction books we track.


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Perfect for you if...

  • You've read the first book and need to know how Eden's story continues, especially through the trial and her healing.
  • You want romance that doesn't shy away from trauma's real aftermath, without being voyeuristic about it.
  • You're drawn to characters rebuilding themselves and relationships tested by things larger than their own connection.

Maybe not for you if...

  • You need a light, escapist read. This book sits firmly with the weight of its subject matter throughout.
  • You're looking for a story where trauma is resolved neatly or quickly. The trial is messy and the healing isn't linear.
  • You haven't read the first book and want to start fresh. This sequel assumes you know Eden and Josh's history.

About this book

Eden and Josh attempt to rebuild their relationship in this sequel to the New York Times bestseller The Way I Used to Be. In high school, both carried hidden struggles that prevented them from developing a healthy connection: Eden was processing a sexual assault, while Josh dealt with having an alcoholic father. Months after Eden and two other girls publicly accuse their rapist, she begins college as her case proceeds to trial. When she and Josh reconnect, the timing seems more favorable for their relationship to succeed. However, they must navigate the demands of college life alongside the emotional weight of a trial that will determine whether Eden receives justice. The novel examines whether their connection can survive these challenges.

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Currently #3,226 in the Kindle store — a top-10K bestseller. Climbing the charts — 48% improvement recently.

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Currently 4.4★ from 6,516 reviews

Gaining approximately 200 new reviews per month. Reader interest is accelerating. Rating has dipped slightly from 4.7 to 4.4.

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